October 2010
Hello, my name is sarahlee baja and I cannot spit game. It will take me forever to say one little hi, and it will take me even longer to decide whether or not I should talk to you. That is all.
September 2010
Go to… Will you go to… Come with me… Can you.. GO TO HOMECOMING WITH ME. hahahahah how am I supposed to bring this up hahaha
I wish I had an eraser. A magic eraser that would erase you and everything that reminds me of you from my head.
You cute. Bye.
Because this will be my first and only homecoming. I want everything to go my way, for once. Things aren’t lookin too good :/
i like gauges and snake bites. you have gauges and snake bites. or maybe you just have one lip piercing i cant tell haha. but STILL.
It’s nice to reminisce.
It’s nice to reminisce.
i need to grow some balls. that is all.
Shit. I KNEW I had homework. Stupid beowulf paper…
Shit. I KNEW I had homework. Stupid beowulf paper…
let me just say,that lately
i LOVE online banking. and shopping online. haha now that i actually have my own account i can do it all i want! and homecoming. HOMECOMING. i gotta make it big this year, since i’ve never went. i shall be maura hartmann’s experiment hahaha
So of today,
I think pretty much everyone knows. But you. Hahahahah. You cutie patootie.
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Love me, love me, say that you love me.
(except not really. LIKE.)
Dear dad,
Good luck tomorrow! I hope you shoot ALL you targets and get that expert qualification :)
so what if i think too much
i’m so in LIKE with you. it’s crazy.
How is it the third week of school and I’m sick already. I feel like shiiiet. Hahahaha and my face is all puffy I should put a paper bag over my head
Dear family in California,
Please adopt me. No bs if I had a chance to move in with fam there I would. I don’t care if I don’t graduate from hayfield. I want out of this fucking house
I’ve never liked the color black on me. I never wore black, I hated my black hair lol. But this year, black is my color.
Stop. Trying. To. Protect. Me. From. Everything. You’re not freaking superman dad, chill out
dapaaackkk??
dear phone,
REVEAL YOURSELF. I HATE LOOKING FOR YOU. IT GIVES ME PANIC ATTACKS
Aww I kinda miss wearing my glasses. I like wearing them once in a while :)
“Haters are motivators. Prove them wrong.”
– Ram B.
Throat hurts. OH HELL NAH. I’m not getting sick, no way Jose. Time to overdose on vitamin c
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! (again)
I had a good day with her today. I actually had the bonding feeling hehe. I know you feel like strangling me sometimes but thanks for putting up with me. I love you mom :)
Smilingwhenyouwakeup
I had THE BEST dream last night.
<3
I want to be..
Better.
I kinda can’t wait for the late fall/holidays. Hot chocolate, ice skating, scarves, being cold so some cutie will give you their sweater, snow, etc.
:)
Fuck you guys I hate both of you. You don’t know shit about me. Look at you assuming stuff, you don’t even know what you’re talking about. In love? Me?with who huh? tell me, cause I’m not in love with no one.
Fuck you, fuck this, fuck this house, fuck my...
Can’t stand hypocrites. Oh look I’m living with two of them.
“Good, better, best. Never ever let it rest. If the good gets better, then better...”
– My Lola.
15464.) People always act surprised when I say I...
idk.idk.idk.
i hate how i’m so hesitatant to do everything. i wanna take some risks. or make decisions without giving a fuck, and not think about what everyone else will think. ughhh.
Senior year buckletlist
I wanna get laid.
…..LOL JK.
I just want a cute boyfriend.
love sucks.
i’m never gonna win. i’ll just love my dog. at least he loves me back.
Everyone says we look cute together. I think so too.
aww my grandpa just poked me on facebook!!! hahahh i love you lolo bert!! <3
I had you before, why can’t I have you now?
things are finally looking up. hopefully i can stay on top of my grades too :)
Sunday morning
I feel like making a fancy breakfast. This is a good day to do homework. With a friend. Hehehe.
I am a fatass. I pouring chocolate syrup all over strawberries. I love choco syrup. It is fanatstic.
Hello hello baby, you called I can't hear a thing
Oh my goodness. I hope I’m not on hold for an hour before talking to an actual person. Come on apple customer service!
it’s weird how crazy i was over you. & now when i look at you i don’t feel anything.
rollercoastin'
stop doing all these things that makes it seem like you like me. seriously. it. is. driving. me. crazy. KTHANKS.
oooo. bout to watch TV and nap with my dog
T_T
i like how you feel so special when the person you like does something to you. and you think you’re the ONLY person they do that to— like hug you in a certain way, or smile, etc. but i hate how you see them do the same things to other people. hahah not so special am i?
Today-
i love going on walks in september weather. <3 anyways. i met the cutest little 7 year old girl today in my neighborhood. she was half black and japanese. AHH she was such a sweetheart. by the way, i saw a freakin cicada. CICADA.
“When you hug me I secretly like to pretend you’re my boyfriend.
story...”
Nothing really ever goes the way it's planned-
i don’t know how i got ready in under 45 minutes. NO IDEA. i even straightend my hair this morning.. it was a miracle. STUPID ALARM CLOCK. i think its broken :(
