NO. NO ONE HAS ASKED ME TO PROM. -_-
Ask me about it again in may. If anyone asks me. sob lol jk
The popular girls:
The popular guys:
That awkward PDA couple:
That guy that really doesn’t want to be late for class:
The socially awkward kids:
That kid wit da swag:
That gurl that’s just straight up fabulous:
And then theres me:
I think I’m growing an immunity to rejection. Or I’m adapting to it or something. anyhoo, I’m not maddd this week has been pretty good so it makes up for stuff like this.
Man as much as I looooove asian guys they never like me back. lol what can I say, I’m not the typical stick figure asian who has shiny hair and takes fuck-me-I-love-you-long-time pictures. Temporarily obsessed with puerto ricans kbye
I’m all over you, I’m not over you. I just want you to love me back. Why can’t you just love me back?
Everytime I talk to a guy for the first time, even if it’s smalltalk; Or if I talk to someone I haven’t seen in a while, my mind plays this whole movie of all the things we could do together in the future. It happens really fast and it’s clear. It’s like some psychic vision, except not really because it doesn’t ever happen.
But I wish something would happen. They don’t even have to be fireworks. Sparks are enough :)
And then There is Me.
this guy that used to like me in the 6th grade gave me a burned CD. i still have it & i’m listening to it right now. LOL OMG. it has 50 cent and G-unit all over it hahahaha and freakin MIKE JONES LOLOL. CUT by TRILLVILLE. DID HE REALLY PUT SOME CUT. BY TRILLVILLE. ON THAT CD. THE UNEDITED VERSION.
anyways I thought he moved to puerto rico. I guess he came back cause now he goes to Freedom? he’s cute now. js.
I vow to stop stalking certain people on fb.
& do homework without going on fb & tumblr. i did it for an hour & a half today! proud of myself.
I’m really looking forward to the japanese film festival on friday :3 i MUST GET THE POKEMON GAME
on another note:
I had a breakdown on saturday, it was horrible. Like all these things came crashing down on top of what was currently happening and I hated myself so much. It gets bad like that sometimes. But I’m so thankful for my friends who help me through everything. Today I just spent the whole day joking around with my family and it was so perfect.
I’m okay now & I hope this week goes by well. crossing my fingers & toesss
THIS IS SO VIOLENT LOL
I’m okay, for now :)
I can’t even sleep.
lol I know it’s not a big deal but this guy came in today and omg, he was so cute. Totally my type. he was probably in his early 20’s. Anyways I caught him looking at me twice heeehee. THIS DOESN’T HAPPEN OFTEN, lol let me be a dweeb and live in the glory
sometimes I wish I had super cool superpowers so I wouldn’t feel like such a loser. I’d rather be a loser with superpowers.
I know life isn’t fair and all. But do you ever sit there and silently scream it’s not fair over and over again?